(Just realized I can embed YT videos and that's part of why I'm making this post. Might just embed when I include the YouTube uploads on my songs from now on.)

So I guess this is the last song I've released in 2024. A bit of a bittersweet end to a dreadful year but I'm proud of this track and all the creative works I've done this year. I think it really shows how much I've improved my music-making skills.

2024 has been my darkest year but not everything about it was bad. I got a new job (that I don't totally hate), I started making art, (it always felt like an unobtainable skill to me but here I am!) and I've been super productive with music. My creative outlets have been working overtime to keep me sane this year.

This piece ended up really encapsulating my feelings right now. Beneath this mess still lies some hope... I'll openly admit it's the only song of mine that ever made me cry. after I added the animation it just... started bringing out the emotions like nothing else can atm. the drop at 4 minutes is what does it for me. I guess it's a bit of a relief. seems I'm not as dead inside as I thought... :(

Well, here's hoping 2025 can bring about a bit more light in my life. I'm sick of living in darkness but can't seem to do anything about it. Regardless of how things turn out, I never want to stop creating. I want to thank everybody who checked out my art or music this year as well.

Happy New Years everyone.